What Britney Spears deserves

Depending on your level of pop culture obsession, you may not know anything about the conservatorship that has controlled the life of one of the world’s most famous people for over a decade. Since 2008, Britney Spears has had the legal rights of a child, unable to choose her own medical care, sign a contract, or control her finances. Her money and choices are handled by her father through a conservatorship designed for the elderly or severely incapacitated, a decision made without Britney’s consent when she was hospitalized 11 years ago.

I had no particular attachment to Britney as an artist or celebrity until 2008, when I happened to read Rolling Stone’s shockingly in-depth story about her troubling prior year. For the first time, I realized that the figure who was relentlessly mocked in the tabloids had been a victim of unfair treatment her entire life, and her so-called “meltdown” was certainly linked to the negligent, exploitative actions of her inner circle. Since then, I’ve paid attention to the grim story of her conservatorship, the way it has shaped her career, and the way the industry and public have largely overlooked it until very recently. Thanks to the in-depth podcasts Britney’s Gram and Eat, Pray, Britney, I’ve become obsessed with the legal details of her conservatorship, the many indicators that her team is abusing the arrangement, and the signs that she may finally be released from it in the near future.

I can’t help but reflect on the lifetime of exploitation that has led Britney to this point where she may possibly, finally control her own destiny.


Here are some facts about Britney’s life, some things that have happened to her that I don’t think she deserved. 
  • Britney’s father Jamie was an alcoholic who traveled often during her childhood and drank heavily when he was around. Her mother, Lynne, seemed to see Britney as a way out of their tiny Louisiana town. She enrolled Britney in choir, gymnastics and dance lessons at age 3 to train for the toddlers in tiaras circuit. To offset the family’s debts, young Britney performed in pageants and acted in commercials, traveling back and forth to New York for gigs. She was the understudy for the lead role in the Broadway musical Ruthless at age 11 and landed a role on The Mickey Mouse Club at 12 (after previously auditioning at age 8 with her mother lying about her age.)
    source: Rolling Stone, 2008

  • Britney began pursuing a solo career in her early teens. Jive Records exec Jeff Fenster officially told Rolling Stone that Britney stood out for being driven and talented; however, in 2006 he would tell a room full of people at SxSW that he decided to sign her without hearing her sing. Instead, he was motivated by a picture of Britney sitting on a picnic blanket with a puppy that made him think that “She was the all-American girl you just wanted to defile and do bad things to.” Britney was 15 at the time. (Almost twenty years later, Fenster would resign after sexual misconduct allegations.)
    sources: Billboard, 2006 / EW, 2019

  • Having competed and performed since she was a toddler, Britney was eager to prove herself and become a star. For her first video shoot, the iconic “…Baby One More Time,” she pushed back on a proposed video treatment that she deemed cheesy in favor of a simple high school setting and styled her legendary looks on set based on what she thought was cool. The director was reluctant to do a “candy-floss pop” video for an unknown artist he considered “just a schoolgirl from the South” and initially resisted her feedback. Britney’s on-camera training from The Mickey Mouse Club and discipline surprised him on set. He later recalled, “She was very relaxed in front of the camera. She was very, very drilled with her dance routine. I’ve worked with her four times, and I’ve yet to work with somebody who puts in as much preparation, and was as eager to rehearse, as she was.” Britney became an overnight sensation, but the industry and the public would continue to downplay her contributions. A Rolling Stone editor said of her reception, “The public perception is that this is all created, that the record company created this — the artist, the music, the image.”
    source: EW 2019

  • Britney was launched into superstardom without anyone looking out for her best interests. One friend revealed, “There were all these slick businessmen for Britney who let seedy people come around, offering her drinks and drugs, and she thought it was fun. If Britney wanted to party to blow off stress, that’s what her team wanted her to do.” A friend also shared that “There was always a little game. If she didn’t want to come out of the trailer, the label would come to me, saying, ‘Please talk to Britney, make sure she performs, and we’ll take you on a shopping spree.’” Britney would later cut off all close relationships, saying there was no one should could trust.
    source: Rolling Stone, 2008

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  • Her team creepily micromanaged Britney’s sexuality, with her manager Larry Rudolph steering Britney into publicly claiming to be a virgin whether or not it was true. On the topic of Britney’s team controlling her image to maintain the balance of appealing to younger and older audiences, a close friend said, “These middle-aged guys…were literally picking out her panties for her.”

  • The question of her virginity would follow her for years in invasive interviews. After a contentious breakup with Justin Timberlake, he revealed that Britney was in fact sexually active in an interview with Barbara Walters by replying to the question of her virginity with a sarcastic response and showy laugh. Britney would try to defend herself by falling back on the image she’d been told to portray and saying Justin was her first and only sexual partner. She vented that she hadn’t expected Justin to “sell her out.” Her mother would sell her out further by releasing a tell-all memoir in 2008 that claimed, among other personal details, that Britney lost her virginity at 14.

  • Following their breakup, Justin released “Cry Me a River,” a song about getting cheated on that featured a Britney lookalike in the video to let the public know who it was about. (He would later release a single about karma coming for a cheating ex, “What Goes Around…Comes Around,” a month after Britney and Kevin Federline filed for divorce.)

  • Hurt by Justin’s treatment, mocked in the press, and frustrated by her label’s constraints, Britney set out to take artistic control of her music. She found Michelle Bell, a songwriter she clicked with and trusted, and brought in more personal songs and ideas for her next album. One song was the ballad “Everytime,” which Britney had written herself and performed on the piano, a skill she had not been able to show off before in her more prepackaged pop material. Britney and Bell wrote a demo called “Look Who’s Talking Now,” an attempt to take back the breakup narrative with lyrics like “This song is all about me, damn right it’s all about me” and “So look who’s talking now / That’s what this song’s about, me.” Another song, “Take Off,” covered more political topics, with Britney speaking out against the war in Iraq and promoting tolerance for gay people. She also experimented with different genres, including R&B and country, to push her sound in a new direction. Angela Hunte, another songwriter recruited for theses sessions, said that Britney considered these songs more empowering than her previous work. When she brought the songs to her label, they rejected all of them but “Everytime.”
    source: BuzzFeed, 2014

  • Several critics would call “Everytime” the best song of the album. The other songs that Britney had found empowering, which were written with two female songwriters she trusted, were discarded. The songs that did make it onto what would become In the Zone were largely written with male co-writers and included choices like “Outrageous,” a song written by R. Kelly, and “Touch of My Hand,” a song about masturbation.

  • Britney’s parents divorced just two months after she and Justin broke up, but no one on Britney’s team offered to get her counseling or allowed her to take time off. Now 21, she soldiered on to promote In the Zone through interviews like an Esquire profile by Chuck Klosterman that began with him showing up to her photo shoot in the hopes of seeing her naked. Klosterman asked Britney to admit that “American men are fascinated with the concept of the wet-hot virgin” and grilled her on why her actions were so provocative; when she responded with explanations of self-empowerment, he editorialized with cynicism. The only topic not related to her sexuality in this interview is the question of what she would do if she weren’t famous. When Britney said she always wanted to be a teacher as a child and could see herself being an entertainment lawyer, Klosterman called both ideas “a joke.”

  • Trying to express the anguish she was feeling during this period, Britney proposed that she drown in a bathtub surrounded by pills and booze in the video for “Everytime.” Her label wouldn’t allow the substances to be shown, so the concept was sanitized slightly. The video’s director, David Lachapelle, would later share disturbing details of the shoot in an Instagram comment. “For the video ‘[Everytime],’ the only direction Britney gave me for the video was that she wanted to die, that she wanted to die in the video,” he wrote earlier this year. “I have known Britney since she was 17. I shot her first cover, Rolling Stone, it was shot in Louisiana at her family home, filled with pageant trophies. I could tell even back then something wasn't right. - David LaChapelle #freebritney.”
    sources: Rolling Stone, 2008 / Daily Mail, 2019

  • By 2004, Britney’s personal life and career both seemed out of control. She infamously married then divorced a childhood friend in a Vegas wedding and later began a whirlwind romance with Kevin Federline. She was exhausted by a technically difficult stage show and brutal schedule for a 93-city tour. She still tried to take some artistic control, bringing in a self-penned song called “Mona Lisa” to try out on the road. The song, about an icon who self-destructs in response to abuse by the world, shared similarities in composition to “Cry Me a River” and seemed intended to be a response to Justin’s perspective. But the demanding tour took a permanent toll on her body. Early in the tour, Britney injured her knee and would cancel the tour later in the year for surgery after a worse injury.
    source: BuzzFeed, 2014

  • Britney was relieved to get a reprieve from her draining schedule. On her blog, she wrote “I am taking a break from being told what to do.” Without her label’s knowledge, she drove to a radio station alone with a demo of “Mona Lisa” and asked them to play it. She appeared live on the air to announce the song, part of what she said was an upcoming album called Original Doll. Her label responded with a statement saying that no upcoming album was planned and that the song was not for radio. “Mona Lisa” and a few of the songs Britney had written with Hunte and Bell were relegated to an EP that came with DVD copies of her reality show Britney and Kevin: Chaotic and received no official promotion.
    source: BuzzFeed, 2014

  • Britney had married Kevin Federline in late 2004. He convinced her to cut professional ties with her manager, Larry Rudolph, and her mother. She had two children in under two years and almost entirely stopped recording new music. Britney suspected she had postpartum depression and began partying more heavily to cope. She and Kevin divorced in late 2006 and she lost custody of her sons. She rehired Rudolph as her manager, and her team sent her to rehab twice. For years, she asked friends for help running away to start a new life away from fame, hoping to become a bartender on a secluded island or a teacher in a small town.
    source: Rolling Stone, 2008

  • In early 2007, Britney’s aunt died of ovarian cancer, causing Britney more distress. With her every move documented by the paparazzi, she began exhibiting troubling public behavior, including shaving her head. According to sources who spoke to Rolling Stone, she “stayed up for forty-eight hours straight, driving around, sucking down dozens of Red Bulls, afraid that she was being followed by demons, or that a cell-phone charger was taping her thoughts, and obsessively listening to the radio for news about Anna Nicole Smith’s death earlier that month. That was her fate, she declared — she was next.” Britney was 25 years old.
    sources: People Magazine, 2008 / Rolling Stone, 2008

  • Rather than get Britney the help she needed, her record label decided to schedule her to open the 2007 VMAs. While they knew it was a risk, they ultimately decided that “it was too good a promotional opportunity to pass up,” per Rolling Stone. Her performance gave the public more reason to mock her; CNN opened its coverage of the event with the lede “Embarrassing. God-awful. Painful. Excruciating” and included a cruel aside about her “mushy midsection.”

  • With Britney’s life at its lowest point, two men entered her inner circle to vie for control of her. One was a paparazzo she began dating named Adnan Ghalib. Following a hospitalization, Britney joined Ghalib on a road trip as a form of escape. Ghalib ensured that they were photographed by a fellow paparazzo from his agency. The other interloper was Sam Lutfi, a so-called “life coach” with two prior restraining orders for harassment against him at the time (and more since). He originally entered Britney’s life by telling her that he had been hired by Kevin Federline as a private eye, presumably to pique her paranoia, and took on a pseudo-managerial role to gain more access to her life. Lutfi would later claim that “he entered into a verbal management contract with Britney Spears in June 2007, but was never paid for his work and is entitled to 15 percent of her income from that time period,” per the Daily Beast, and that this deal was allegedly intended to last 4 years. Lutfi provided her location to paparazzi and invited them into her house “to get to know her as a person.” Lynne Spears would later testify in court that Lutfi drugged Britney without her knowledge, grinding antipsychotics into her food to control her behavior.
    sources: Rolling Stone, 2008 / Daily Beast, 2017

  • During an incident involving a custody dispute on January 4th, 2008, Britney locked herself in a bathroom with her youngest son after her oldest was escorted off the premises by Kevin Federline’s bodyguard. Federline called the police and his lawyer to arrange an an involuntary psychiatric hold (a “5150 hold”) for Britney. Paparazzi swarmed her as she was taken to the ambulance in a gurney, capturing dozens of photos that would be shared with the world. She was taken to a psychiatric hospital for evaluation, but deemed well enough to leave on her own after less than 24 hours.
    sources: Rolling Stone, 2008 / compilation by Eat, Pray, Britney podcast

  • False rumors that Britney had attempted suicide only increased the paparazzi’s interest. One photographer remarked to a reporter that he was stationed outside her house because “You don’t want an ambulance to roll out with a body bag and miss that.” Britney’s crisis has since become a meme and a popular slogan to sell products.

  • All of Britney’s visitation rights were taken away after her January 4th hospitalization. Just three weeks after her first 5150, she was placed in a second. This one, however, was not triggered by any incident but rather coordinated in advance by Jamie Spears and his attorney, Andrew Wallet. The LAPD provided a police car, motorcycles, and a helicopter to supervise her transport without the paparazzi knowing. Within 24 hours of this 5150, Jamie and Wallet set up a temporary conservatorship of Britney. The commissioner overseeing the decision noted that it was intended to last just two weeks while Britney recovered, because “It is in the best interests of the conservatee to have conservatorship over her person.” However, at the follow-up court date, the conservatorship was extended and Jamie given more control over Britney’s finances. A trust Britney had set up for herself in 2004 was immediately liquidated to give Jamie access to all of her funds.

  • As Britney could no longer make legal decisions without her father’s approval, the conservatorship continued to be extended and remains in place today. Jamie has restricted her phone use, internet access, and spending while collecting a $130,000 salary for his role. Wallet remained as co-conservator, petitioning for and being granted a raise to a $426,000 salary last November, until he resigned earlier this year.
    source: LA Times, 2019

  • Britney returned to work just one month after her second 5150 hold, guest starring on two episodes of How I Met Your Mother, and was soon doing interviews again. She has worked continuously ever since, releasing 4 albums, touring, appearing as a judge on one season of The X Factor, starring in a Las Vegas residency, and appearing in countless promotional appearances, among other enterprises such as perfume releases and sponsorship deals. While she has been given visitation rights to her sons, the restrictions on her life have otherwise remained. “According to law experts,” an LA Times examination of the situation noted, “it is unusual for someone as young and productive as Spears to be in a probate conservatorship, typically used to protect the old, infirm and mentally disabled. They are intended for people who are not likely to get better and often remain in effect until the person dies.” Britney’s team receives a cut of the profits from her various business ventures, which is notable when questioning peculiar arrangements like the $2,500 meet-and-greet packages sold at her residencies.

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  • Few details about Britney’s current medical diagnoses are known. Any information that does become public should be subject to scrutiny, however, because Britney herself does not have final say over her publicist or management team. When, for example, Britney was admitted to a mental health institution earlier this year, headlines reported that Britney had checked herself into the facility - something that she legally cannot do, as she cannot sign a contract or make medical decisions for herself. Though Britney seems to have the freedom to post to her own social media accounts, her team also has access. It is unclear whether Britney could post a message entirely without her team’s approval, confusion which has led close watchers to wonder if Britney hides subtle messaging in her otherwise mundane Instagram posts.
    source: Paste Magazine, 2019 / BreatheHeavy.com

  • Though she is well enough to work, Britney’s visitation with her children remains limited. She has paid over $20,000 in child support each month to Kevin Federline in recent years, and both parties are currently in negotiations for an increase in the amount after Federline petitioned for $60,000 a month. This summer, Federline filed for a restraining order against Britney’s father after an incident in which Jamie was violent with the couple’s 13-year-old son Sean Preston. Though the situation was reportedly traumatic for Britney, Jamie Spears is still his daughter’s conservator. He shares the role with a newly appointed temporary conservator, having cited “poor health” as a reason for stepping down from full control following the incident with her son. The arrangement will be reevaluated in January 2020.



Britney rose to fame as the paragon of a new brand of pop star: the TRL-dominating, record-smashing teen idol. As she came of age and her stardom exploded, the rise of online tabloids and snarky blogs that allowed for 24/7 gossip and speculation was reshaping celebrity coverage. Before social media devalued candid celebrity photos, Britney suffered under nonstop surveillance during what is now deemed the “golden age” of the paparazzi, long before celebrities fought for restrictions on their reach and harassment tactics.

I turned 8 the year Britney’s debut album came out and was 16 when she was hospitalized. For most millennials like myself, her rise and fall was the defining pop culture story of our adolescence, and for that reason her story has taken on mythical significance: depending on who you ask, she represents the sexualization of former child stars, or she’s a cautionary tale about fame, or she’s a representation of the way America treats women who are desired. 

But she’s also a person. She has been this whole time, despite being reduced to a sex object, a cash cow, a punchline, and a meme.

Britney Spears is 37 years old and has never had complete control of her life. The desires she has expressed throughout the years - to become a teacher, to retreat from public life forever and escape to a new life of anonymity, to have custody of her children and a life of freedom - have never been within her grasp, because her dreams were restricted by her parents, then by her label, then by fame, and now by the legal system.

After much public speculation about the need for conservatorship this year and concerns about the men in control, the courts will revisit the terms of Britney’s life at a hearing in January. An independent analyst has been compiling a report on Britney’s fitness to live without the restraints she has been under the past 11 years. While we don’t know the full details, I feel like we know enough. I think she deserves more freedom. I think she deserves to have a say in her medical care and a lawyer she personally appoints to protect herself. I think that she should be able to make her own career decisions and work commitments. I think, more than anything, that Britney deserves the dignity of full personhood that has been denied to her for so long.